Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in waning_aiua's LiveJournal:

Friday, April 11th, 2008
5:12 pm	lame! LAME!!!!! i should be more sad than i am... just want to know why... fuck. Current Mood: confused (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, April 6th, 2007
1:58 pm	( everything test ) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 4th, 2007
2:56 pm	FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i suddenly got really really sad. i fucking hate being sick and the strain it's putting on school, work and just being alive. my alexander professor wants me to withdraw from the class, so fuck. i might not graduate unless i kiss major ass to get by. i had to cancel my match today because i'm sick and i forgot to do it as early as i could and the atherton coach yelled at me, and i know st francis' a.d. thinks i'm lame, and i know i don't care about things, and it makes me feel like shit. i need to contact the peace corps and get an interview, but the way things are going i just don't think i care enough to be in the peace corps. i hate pretty much everything about these past two weeks. i hate breaking down. Current Mood: disappointed Current Music: fuck music (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, March 24th, 2007
8:06 pm	oh... my... a-god... *sigh* i graduate very soon. grown up world here i come. cept i don't really feel like i'm a) ready 2) care enough to try iii) or if i even know how to make choices that really matter. first off, things are moving right along in the peace corps deal. i'll have an interview soon, and after that idevenknow. then if i'm accepted idk how soon i'll leave, and when i do, it could suck. i'm not sure how i feel about leaving. or how i feel about ... really anything. that's a weird feeling. i watched thumbsucker to-day. it was good. i liked it a lot. keanu reeves is cool. in that spacey "i-know-kung-fu" sort of way. gah. tennis is going well. or as well as it can. with that in order i need to organize my school work shit better. i just feel complacent. that's it. i feel like there's nothing wrong and i don't like it. or maybe i don't not like it, i just feel suspicious, like something might go wrong, and then i'll be ... idk. pssh. i think maybe idk. 'the trick is living without an answer. i think...' Current Mood: weird Current Music: modest mouse- dashboard (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, March 5th, 2007
2:28 pm	Create your own Friend Test here I know that some of the questions are dumb... but ten questions is a lot to think of... and I just don't care that much. (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 27th, 2007
2:16 pm	I don't have the nice account so I can't upload photos... or I'm just dumb... Boris was put down yesterday. He was 13 years old, and was the best cat ever. His meow was heard rooms away, and greeted with smiles. Despite living with two dogs, he owned the house. Mona and Bagheera would glance around the room before entering to make sure Boris wasn't in there. He ate his fair share of mice, and chased more than his fair share of string. He survived four house moves, and numerous other pets. He was the only cat I ever got to name, and therefore became my cat, because no one else liked the name Boris. His favorite things to do were lie about and cast judgmental looks at human and dog alike; to drink milk off of my finger; to chase moths and flies to hieghts not known to many cats. I loved Boris. He was my cat. I woke up that morning and dug a grave; the most dramatic and saddening thing I've ever done. I cried taking him to the vet to be put to sleep, and cried as I watched the life and soul drain out of his eyes. I buried him, and we are planting a Japanese Cherry tree to mark his spot forever in our yard and hearts. *sigh* I will miss him. Current Mood: sad Current Music: the national- about today (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
4:08 pm	oh noes! happy valentine's day crazy people! i hope all goes according to plan with all of you guys' dates and whatnot. i'm gonna chill and watch movies with megan, jen, rb, and some guy named tj. in other news, i am fully applied to the peace corps. they will contact me about interviews and such soon, and i'll prolly leave in the fall to wherever they want me to go. school is going well. i am not falling behind nearly as much as i predicted i would given that i get outta here is 2 ... omfg. two months til i graduate. i so can't wait. i start tennis coaching in about two weeks. that'll take up a lot of my time and hopefully get me back into some sort of shape. (what? like a rhombus?) and then i'll start eating healthier than i do now and stick with the vegetarian thing and then and then and then and then and i made your friends page really long. have a great night e'erybody. Current Mood: amused Current Music: mr. ambulance driver (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, January 19th, 2007
10:17 am	gesundheit! gar. i don't want to take my math class, so i'm going through all the hoops to get into other classes, which is just annoying. why would they make you decide whether or not to stay in a class (and still be able to trade it out for another) in only a week of said class? sometimes you'd only have had ONE or just two meetings of that class. if you don't decide by then you have to go to the dean's office, then to the professor you're switching to, get their permission, then write up a good enough reason WHY you missed the INCREDIBLY EARLY deadline, and then submit it for review and approval to the dean's office. friggin' lame. but if all goes according to plan, then i'll not have probability, but will have two latin classes with a cool professor. it means more translating, but less class time overall, and no math that i don't like. plus, latin poetry and primary sources are kinda cool... i know i'm lame. but another plus is that my classes kinda overlap... alexander the great, latin 202, latin 302, and ... race, law, and american politics... well. the ancient world ones do, seeing as i'll be reading primary sources in alexander as well, just not translating them. once that is in order, i am going to start applying for the teach for america program. tonight = pan's labyrinth = omfgzors trippy mwhahaha. ( sweet strokes song ) Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: the strokes- the ize of the world (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 26th, 2006
3:15 am	"is something wrong?" you're damn right there is, but we can't talk about it now. it's 316 am and i have a headache. i just watched american history x. it's a really goood movie. i just sat in my bed for like 45 minutes thinking. and i can't really remember the train of thought but it ended with me thinking, i want something to matter to me. i know there are things that matter... but it seems those things are pretty superficial, like it matters if i don't get a job because then i can't pay nick back or make rent or survive... but it doesn't matter in the sense that i care about it. idk. just in one of those "moods" i get in. seem to happen more often these days. Current Mood: awake Current Music: death cab- tiny vessels (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, July 26th, 2006
3:11 pm	today is a good day i get to play tennis. my arm feels better. i played wow. i woke up at a decent afternoon hour. and i love the national. if only i had money, i would be entirely content. sad what makes me happy. *sigh of relief* Current Mood: complacent Current Music: all dolled up in straps (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, July 1st, 2006
1:40 am	OH NO!!!!!! head esplode? azn? hehe... alcohol. (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, June 5th, 2006
2:10 am	sleepy... ( long post... ) Current Mood: confused Current Music: tool - jambi (5 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 8th, 2006
7:17 pm	OMGZORS freakin' spring break!!!!!!!! Okay. I'm hyped. but we still need to plan a buncha stuff. and howsabout friday at davids? who all from louisville is going? what are the ride sitchis? here we go: post a comment if you are going, and if you post a comment, what would you like to drink (if anything), and when can you leave to go to lex, and who would you prefer riding with: as of now, we have nick driving, and maybe james v. the general consensus about the sweet and glorious drinks i thought was to bring your own sweet and glorious ones, and that'll be that. well, if that's the case, and people have their shit already or lined up, good for you. but for everyone else, maybe a small communal thing can go on; like with me and nick and i kt if she's going. and THEN, what about gatlinburg? do you all want me to ask jeff to get everything? we should get a list of what/how much we want. maybe a planning party is in order. i know that megan and kt would be wicked happy about that... yeah. post comments like i asked (or i'll kill you) and post suggestions for what we should do about planning. in seth news: i have my fall and spring schedule for my senior year all set out, and it's sweet. only 12 hours each semester. and all pretty easy or cool. i should graduate on time, with honors, with the university honors seal, and having written a senior honors thesis. with all that shit, i can either go to law school, grad school for teaching, or grad school for philosophy. meaning that i don't have to decide right now what i want to do for the rest of my life. so nice. no more stress about classes now. just about writing 30 pages of original research. sigh. spring break is going to kick so much ass. Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: elliott smith- baby britain (8 Comments |Comment on this)